It has been awhile, hasn't it? A great deal of things have changed in just a matter of months. I have changed, both physically and emotionally. For instance, I've decided that it'd be best to start fresh with a new look and hence, I finally chopped off that long mane of mine after years of waiting patiently for it to grow. I must say, short hair are so much easier to deal with. And of course, less hair means less bad hair days for me. I've been bumming at home a lot nowadays, given the whole 'no school/work' deal. Sleeping and eating are my two best forte, for now. Due to that, weighing scales have become my biggest foe yet. I can literally feel my tummy expanding every single time I binge on something but lucky me, I have eased down on the bingeing. Or have I not? Considering that I am stuffing my face with food right now, as I type away on this Mac Book that I bought for myself for acing that major exam last year! College/future talk has been the main topic over breakfast, lunch and dinner. It gets annoying at times because different people have extremely different point of views. I was accepted by a few colleges which I turned all of them down until I was offered a place at one of the newest medical school in the country which so happens to be my dream college. I was on a roll, I finally stopped bumming around and started thinking about college, long and hard. But unfortunately, you can't always get what you want. I had to turn down their offer due to certain reasons that I rather not say. It was a heartbreaking decision, but a wise decision nonetheless. I accepted the offer from an older but a world-reknown university instead and I would be reporting myself in two weeks time. Frankly, I am terrified. College would be nothing like high school, or so I've heard.

On a different note, I have been seeing someone new for the last four months or so. Some might think that I moved on a tad too fast, but hey everyone is allowed to have their own point of views. I must say that the last few months have been such a smooth ride for us and I am at a happy place now. Not to say that I wasn't happy before, just that I'm happier right where I am now. It's safe to say that I have grown more mature over the months. For instance, I have learned that fake smiles would only hurt me more. Plus, he've made me realized that opening up to people is so much better than keeping it bottled up inside. And I have never been more comfortable telling someone about my fears and secrets. Do you get me now when I tell you that I'm in a better place now? I really am :)

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It has been awhile, hasn't it? A great deal of things have changed in just a matter of months. I have changed, both physically and emotionally. For instance, I've decided that it'd be best to start fresh with a new look and hence, I finally chopped off that long mane of mine after years of waiting patiently for it to grow. I must say, short hair are so much easier to deal with. And of course, less hair means less bad hair days for me. I've been bumming at home a lot nowadays, given the whole 'no school/work' deal. Sleeping and eating are my two best forte, for now. Due to that, weighing scales have become my biggest foe yet. I can literally feel my tummy expanding every single time I binge on something but lucky me, I have eased down on the bingeing. Or have I not? Considering that I am stuffing my face with food right now, as I type away on this Mac Book that I bought for myself for acing that major exam last year! College/future talk has been the main topic over breakfast, lunch and dinner. It gets annoying at times because different people have extremely different point of views. I was accepted by a few colleges which I turned all of them down until I was offered a place at one of the newest medical school in the country which so happens to be my dream college. I was on a roll, I finally stopped bumming around and started thinking about college, long and hard. But unfortunately, you can't always get what you want. I had to turn down their offer due to certain reasons that I rather not say. It was a heartbreaking decision, but a wise decision nonetheless. I accepted the offer from an older but a world-reknown university instead and I would be reporting myself in two weeks time. Frankly, I am terrified. College would be nothing like high school, or so I've heard.

On a different note, I have been seeing someone new for the last four months or so. Some might think that I moved on a tad too fast, but hey everyone is allowed to have their own point of views. I must say that the last few months have been such a smooth ride for us and I am at a happy place now. Not to say that I wasn't happy before, just that I'm happier right where I am now. It's safe to say that I have grown more mature over the months. For instance, I have learned that fake smiles would only hurt me more. Plus, he've made me realized that opening up to people is so much better than keeping it bottled up inside. And I have never been more comfortable telling someone about my fears and secrets. Do you get me now when I tell you that I'm in a better place now? I really am :)

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