My menses finally came, after being late for a couple of days. I absofuckinglutely hate it when that happens. The cramps become more agonizing, a sudden lost of appetite and feelings of lethargy usually takes control over me. After god knows how many weeks of waking up at about the same time as the Sun, I woke up today with the Sun already shining at it's best. Even so, I still refused to hit the showers. I gave in to laziness and stayed under the covers for what seemed like an eternity. My eyes stay glued to the ceiling, zero thoughts running through my mind. I can't recall the last time I just stared at something for so long, not bothering about anything at all. I guess the books have been keeping me so tied up. So, I decided to take a break from them today, felt like I deserve to do so. I ended up watching High School Musical, all three of 'em. The third one's definitely my favourite because I can actually relate to it. Senior Year, Graduation Night, Prom Night and etc. It kinda hit me that high school is not forever, in fact it's almost over. I have only one day left, to be exact. I wonder what's going to happen after this. Where would we end up? Would the friendship that took years to built be able to stand the distance? Would we still be the same person we are today, or would we turn out to become a total stranger to each other? Honestly, there's nothing I am more petrified than changes in life.

I sure hope I'll be strong enough when the time comes.

01:47

My menses finally came, after being late for a couple of days. I absofuckinglutely hate it when that happens. The cramps become more agonizing, a sudden lost of appetite and feelings of lethargy usually takes control over me. After god knows how many weeks of waking up at about the same time as the Sun, I woke up today with the Sun already shining at it's best. Even so, I still refused to hit the showers. I gave in to laziness and stayed under the covers for what seemed like an eternity. My eyes stay glued to the ceiling, zero thoughts running through my mind. I can't recall the last time I just stared at something for so long, not bothering about anything at all. I guess the books have been keeping me so tied up. So, I decided to take a break from them today, felt like I deserve to do so. I ended up watching High School Musical, all three of 'em. The third one's definitely my favourite because I can actually relate to it. Senior Year, Graduation Night, Prom Night and etc. It kinda hit me that high school is not forever, in fact it's almost over. I have only one day left, to be exact. I wonder what's going to happen after this. Where would we end up? Would the friendship that took years to built be able to stand the distance? Would we still be the same person we are today, or would we turn out to become a total stranger to each other? Honestly, there's nothing I am more petrified than changes in life.

I sure hope I'll be strong enough when the time comes.

01:47
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